Mr Mom returning to Football?

I have had a great desire to play football again. No matter where or when as long its not a flag football game. Really league, teams, tackling, etc. There are many forms of pro football leagues in Iowa. Heck Des Moines has 2 women pro teams. But I was looking at the Iowa Eagles playing out of Fort Dodge. Why Fort Dodge, because they want me to play with the. So what does sime pro football play? Well you have to pay to play. Any where from $200 bucks to $500. How can I during a time I'm a stay at home Daddy and money is tight use $500 of the family money to battle that monekey? Plus the extra time and risk of getting hurt. MY wife can't afford me to be hurt and not able to take care of are Son.

Wait a year get in shape and play in Des Moines-
Play now and risk it-

Not sure-